You say you don’t because no one else does, but when they did, you had your own agenda. You admit this now, but that doesn’t excuse your actions. Do you grant forgiveness, or do you pretend? Are you ever foreal, honest about your thoughts, or is it you give te least amount possible; a fabricated tale to keep attension on the witch. The demon. The lynx.
I wish I could say I don’t care, but unlike you, I don’t hide my feelings from my friends or the people I care about; I do care. I wish I didn’t. I wish I knew who you were before we met. But I did learn something from this experiance. It’s a horrible lesson but I’ll know it forever. There are people in life who, no matter what you do, and no matter how much you care and do and try to help them, they will still hate you with no rhyme or reason, you hate me. Ii’ve accepted that though. And o clarify, I don’t hate you, I can’t, I physically cannot force myself to hate you.
What I’m hoping for it that, when you leave, your “spirit” will no longer plague my mind and I will live life as I once did before you.
You said you were the Devil, and I believe you. NOt because your powerful on influencial, cause your not, but because no one else is as selfish or uncaning for others as he or you. You are evil C.D.J.
Last thing before I end this, don’t leave with high hopes for you past embers to rekindle. I might be wrong but I don’t think he feels as you do. HIs tone in his textssay he’s scared that your coming for him. He might be the only person you genuinly care about, so do your self a favor and don’t act with him as you did here. He will leave.
I wanted to destroy you, I had the tools before me, completely laid out for my use, but I didn’t. Because it would have no effect or affect on you. Becuase you don’t care. Your smart in a lot of things but your past tells you that everyone sucks and that you can’t trust anyone. You make them not trust you so it’s not your fault, but it is. We all played our parts, but you were the catalyst. The triangle was awkward but stable. You added another point and destroyed the stable, quest triad.
And now you leave The Garden, fire and deathe in your wake. But you don’t care, and I find that hilarious. One day in your life, “I hope you dance and are pleased enought to care about anyone, including you.”