May 2011
1 post
Dear Cinderella
it’s been a while since we talked so first i would like to ask, how are you? Marvelous, i hope.
Well, now that we’ve got the preliminaries out of the way on to the reason for this letter. I thought that this could work out. That through you i could feel joy, love that more abundantly. Really it just gave me a deep seeded hatred for what Charming stands for. I’ve seen all his...
April 2011
5 posts
Everywhere i go, your all i see. Just a fading reminder of what almost could be,
My Frankenstein
Everyone seems to think Frankenstein was the monster; really he was just a man who got curious.
You bore yourself into my soul, with no control, i know You didn’t know the joy it made inside my heart, no Angel of the living dead, changing fate in my mortal head But i love him, my Frankenstein
Digging me up from my grave Experimenting on a slave Make me do whatever you want me to
...
Track Star
I see you everyday chillin’ out with the guys Got every single one believin’ your lies You say “that’s locker room shit, talkin’ ‘bout bithes and hoes I loves you baby, but right now i gotta go”
Starting blocks behind your feet, ready tracksat? 1 2 3
(Chorus) Run, running fast as you can, never once thinking of my Never once thinking of your biggest...
What Love Really Means
Her headaches, constant, in creasing in pain with each passing day She can’t even manage to stand on her own. It’s gotten so bad
I’m hearing your lying there’s no use in trying Still, she wraps her head with words you’ve spoken So now while her hearts unbroken
Supernatural Being, see what i’m seeing Yes, it is believing Oh you have to let her go Let her go
...
Please understand
i hate knowing shit that will rip you apart; utterly destroy your existence because i have the wisdom not to tell you for your own good. it feels like a lie and if and when you find out, please understand why i did everything to stop it but nothing to prevent it. i feel terrible but i hope you can forgive me, one day. i love you. :’)
December 2010
2 posts
Roses and Violets
Roses are dead violets are too Im still in love but not with you You thought you hurt me and made me cry But i was in love with another guy Simply because you have no class All you can do is kiss my ass You sit around and talk your shit So fuck you and your little ass dick You thought you left me but i left you What my man is doing you cant do You tell your homies You playd me like a bitch And i...
Ignorant Coward
Why does t take we going on the internet and days of anticipation and uncertainty for me to find out what you could have flat out told me? was it really that big of a deal? at the time, no, no it was not. but now you’ve lied. ooo, and in the worst way in my book. Lies by omission. AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH how i hate them. you let breath of nothingness slip from your mouth and in it, a...
November 2010
1 post
Feelings About Frank
I’m have a lot of trouble being around you in fact i hate it. i hate that awkward smile you give me. I hate way you look when your thinking about something, that blank stare of confusion. i hate it because i like you, or at least I’m starting to. i hate it because i want you but you don’t know what it is you want, let alone who. i hate that i love to be around you because it...
October 2010
3 posts
Hmm, Is That So?
This is the second time i’ve had to vent about you this week. It’s crazy cause i have no interest in telling you about it. No interest in fixing it because you either are ignorant or just don’t give a fuck about me. You could possibly just be stupid, the jury is still out over that one. whatever the case, i don’t give a flying rat’s period juice.
Is your image,...
The "Real" World
That was very well Played sir. You had evidence, a Quote, sited it. Even added a little commentary. A perfect essay of Bull Shit. I think my favorite part though, was you conclusion. “It doesn’t work that way in the real world.” Since when the fuck do we, better yet you, operate in the “real” world.
Honesty, i was disappointed in you, even though i didn’t...
“What if you meet the love of your life but you’re already with someone...”
– He’s Jus
September 2010
7 posts
going to my happy place to be with my bros. apologies if your ignored but i needs to handle some things
Rainbow Magic
Staring out the window as your rain beats on my pain
Tears of sorrow streaming from your eye sockets again
Light beaks through the gray sky and the storm clouds fade agay
Leaving in their wake a way to you, i start my trip today
Walking through the air
On the colors of the sky
The rain bow magic ends
When i’m so close to my prize
Your heart is the pot of gold at the end of the...
justdilla asked: Hello therrre. Thank you for the follow. [=
A Quote Plus Some
“Just because I didn’t show things or do things the way you wanted doesn’t mean that feeling wasn’t there. Nor does it mean that it’s not just as strong.” - Noelani Kamai-Brooks
were we not JUST talking about this 2day. Please don’t take this as me being mean but if you apply this line EVERY relationship maybe you could be happier.
I feel ignored today.
that’s unfortunate cause i wanted to call you today. ironic isn’t it?:)
“Angry, and half in love with her, and tremendously sorry, I turned away.”
– F. Scott Fitzgerald, The Great Gatsby (via quote-book)
huh, i know the feeling
Dear Magickal One,
I really want to talk to you. I hate how thinks were left and there are things I still want to say, need to say. If you listen to them is up to you but it’s something I have to do. I’ll be calling you soon
August 2010
1 post
Guess What?
We broke up. I would have told you more personally but you know, you never answer my calls. Is that a hint, am i just being slow about this?
July 2010
7 posts
Justified (Just if i'd) - Key of D
The way we are… It’s not honest, but fair. Not right, but justified. Like…
Ten years ago when we first met I vowed unto you that i would protect Your body and mind, Your heart and soul But it meant nothing to you once the story was told So i changed my role
And so I’m done with the tears That’s caused by my pain That’s caused by your lies I’m done with...
Wow, it’s Been two days since i hung out with Nat and my ass is still sore. He was better than i thought. Can’t wait for round 2 XD
“When i look into your eyes, there’s nothing there to see. Nothing but my...”
– Lincoln Park
“Whethere you think you can or you think you can’t, you’re right”
– idk
Hmm, since when does bacon and syrup taste like coffee?
You know me so Fucking well, then tell me, why the fuck i was cutting last night? Yes asshole, cause of you’re bitch ass!
Fine, FUCK YOU then!!!
June 2010
9 posts
How blissful would it feel to call everyone on there crap?
“I could follow you to the begining, just to relive the start. And maybe then...”
If you call me at all, don’t tell me that i’m ordinary - Peirce the Veil (don’t worry, i won’t)
You gotta be on Sneaky Crack. What is Sneaky Crack? Well are you gonna be all out with it an’ get caught?
“Quite a pity how things [are turning] out, isn’t it?”
– Eclipse
“Don’t you ever for a second get to thinkin’ you’re...”
– Beyonc
“Good chess players think five moves ahead, great players only think one move...”
– Lie To Me
I got a ppr kut 2day + it wldn’t stp bleedin’. I think i might die
“Find out for yourself, so your ignorance will stop bleeding through”
– Flyleaf
May 2010
8 posts
“Your like the dog who was chasing his tail, caught it, and ended up ripping it...”
– KJML
“Trying is having the intention to fail”
– I Love You Man
“If you want everything, you’ll end up with nothing!”
– Lulu
Backdraw
I can feel it. Myself pulling away from shore, from everyone. I know what it means. I’m tring to stop it. Truely I am, but I don’t think I’m strong enough. It will come. It’s inevitable, and I’m scared. They’ll all die in my eyes. Consumed by my red hot sea.
Seeing them drown in my head, it kills me. The Tsunami will hit. I try to draw it away, lessing...
Eddifacation
Usually used in such a possitive way. Guess there is always an exception. The last three days have been like that. Irratation and emotion never leaving in sleep like normal. Only settling in me, creating sludge and much. It pollutes my ind, my body. Slowly but surely the effects are turning mental to physical.
What I would love to allow it to pour from my flesh. A pointy release, a prick relief....
Question: What do you care about?
You say you don’t because no one else does, but when they did, you had your own agenda. You admit this now, but that doesn’t excuse your actions. Do you grant forgiveness, or do you pretend? Are you ever foreal, honest about your thoughts, or is it you give te least amount possible; a fabricated tale to keep attension on the witch. The demon. The lynx.
I wish I could say I don’t...
The only reason a diary is left out in the open is the ownr wants it to be read
April 2010
3 posts
Lil’ wayne said he’d rather be pushin flowers, than it the pen sharin showers. Where is he now? Haha
“What does no mean in spanish”
– T’keyah from third period
Hmmm… I wonder if Jeb would ever send his Bull Shit to the East Coast. I doubt it.
March 2010
2 posts
Not sure what i mean by this, but why is it that 3 minutes on the phone with Nic feels way longer than 3 minutes on the phone with Noe?
You
Ivor orb in the chilly midnight sky a canary flies high Bringing life to the white balls face it’s a disgrace, a fall from grace” to hide, luna hangs her head in shame she cries for her soiled name Starfire of the east proclaims “You played your games and lost your reign”
[chorus]
Was the playtime worth it to you Destroying a life Being stabbed with a knife Was it Worth...
February 2010
8 posts
Colors
If a BROWN cow can eat GREEN grass and produce WHITE milk, then why can’t God take my BLACK soul, dip it in RED blood, and have it come out WHITE as snow?