Bluest of Them All

Dear Cinderella

it’s been a while since we talked so first i would like to ask, how are you?
Marvelous, i hope.

Well, now that we’ve got the preliminaries out of the way on to the reason for this letter.  I thought that this could work out.  That through you i could feel joy, love that more abundantly.  Really it just gave me a deep seeded hatred for what Charming stands for.  I’ve seen all his movies and could probably resight everyone of his lines but him i’m am not.  It was only ‘til now that i realized i never wanted to be with a “him” i.e. you, I wanted to BE him. 

With this knowledge, i WILL usurp My power.  I WILL revolt against that statis quo which brings HIM glory.  And mark my words, this WILL be a moonlight requisition to remember.

                                                                                  Sincerly,
                                                                                  Your Fairy Godmother

Everywhere i go, your all i see. Just a fading reminder of what almost could be,

My Frankenstein

Everyone seems to think Frankenstein was the monster; really he was just a man who got curious.

You bore yourself into my soul, with no control, i know
You didn’t know the joy it made inside my heart, no
Angel of the living dead, changing fate in my mortal head
But i love him, my Frankenstein

Digging me up from my grave
Experimenting on a slave
Make me do whatever you want me to

You’re the God of ignorance
The devil that keeps me silent
I pray to my Lord, my Prince, my Frankenstein

Track Star

I see you everyday chillin’ out with the guys
Got every single one believin’ your lies
You say “that’s locker room shit, talkin’ ‘bout bithes and hoes
I loves you baby, but right now i gotta go”

Starting blocks behind your feet, ready tracksat? 1 2 3

(Chorus)
Run, running fast as you can, never once thinking of my
Never once thinking of your biggest fan, from the bleachers i can see
Your running away from my, away from your heart, but it’s cool cause i see
You’ll run for years, look around just to see your back at the begining

I’m in the stands watchin’ my favorite man
checking out every single one of his other fans
publicly, got me on his arm, it’s just a show
but when we’re alone, there’s a different flow, this is how it goes

Starting blocks behind your feet, ready tracksat? 1 2 3

(Chorus)

Congradulation, you won Summer Olympian
Gold for running in place

(Chorus)

What Love Really Means

Her headaches, constant, in creasing in pain with each passing day
She can’t even manage to stand on her own. It’s gotten so bad

I’m hearing your lying there’s no use in trying
Still, she wraps her head with words you’ve spoken
So now while her hearts unbroken

Supernatural Being, see what i’m seeing
Yes, it is believing
Oh you have to let her go
Let her go

He have every reason to throw up his fist and fight
Every punch miss, left right, defeat in sight.
Holding back His tears, she can still see the fears in his eyes

In his mind he’s trying and that’s why he’s crying
still, he must be strong so she can move on
this has just gone on to long

Supernatural Being, see what i’m seeing
Yes, it is believing
Oh you have to let her go
Let her go

He is teaching me
What love really means

Supernatural Being, you see what i’m seeing
Finally believing
that you have to let her go

Your a Supernatural Being
Your heart is blazing with love that’s amazing
Now that you have let her go
She’ll never know

that you’ll love her for
Etern… eternity

Please understand

i hate knowing shit that will rip you apart; utterly destroy your existence because i have the wisdom not to tell you for your own good.  it feels like a lie and if and when you find out, please understand why i did everything to stop it but nothing to prevent it.  i feel terrible but i hope you can forgive me, one day.  i love you. :’)

Roses and Violets

Roses are dead violets are too
Im still in love but not with you
You thought you hurt me and made me cry
But i was in love with another guy
Simply because you have no class
All you can do is kiss my ass
You sit around and talk your shit 
So fuck you and your little ass dick
You thought you left me but i left you
What my man is doing you cant do
You tell your homies You playd me like a bitch
And i tell my girls about your little ass dick
You said you loved me but it wasnt true
Well guess what Motha Fucka I played you too

Ignorant Coward

Why does t take we going on the internet and days of anticipation and uncertainty for me to find out what you could have flat out told me?  was it really that big of a deal?  at the time, no, no it was not.  but now you’ve lied.  ooo, and in the worst way in my book. Lies by omission. AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH how i hate them.  you let breath of nothingness slip from your mouth and in it, a lie.

i can’t believe i found interest in the maturities that you reek of.  your kind are so… frivolous and whimsical.  you like a baby nymph.  walkin around, don’t know what to do, yet you nature is promiscuity.  you breathe it, embrace it, live for it.  it becomes you and others shall fall for it’s, your whiles. but i, no more.

but thanks to you Frankenstein, i have a new song.